I officially belong to the unemployed statistic. Who would have thought that?
KL, while having coffee a few hours ago, asked me about my plans after BPI. I remember answering “I don’t know yet.” Not very me. And not really a good answer when it’s KL asking you.
But that’s the truth. I think I’m having quarter life crisis. I reached a point in my life when I really don’t know what to do. I just want to rest. Be with Melvin and Kaila. Be a RICH housewife. I was actually telling people that I will play majong that’s why I resigned. The truth is, I don’t want to explain any further. It’s hard for people to understand my situation because not everyone can relate to it. I’m glad my Dad understands. I was really touched when he texted me not to worry, “may trabaho pa naman ang daddy,” he said. I’m a lucky girl. My manager even told me that I am my Dad’s favorite. Yes, I think so. Haha.
But I really don’t know what will happen next. Maybe I’ll just take it one at a time. No need to rush things. Everything will fall into place in it’s proper timing. For now, I’ll sleep then pack my things.
I’ve taken time off from my network marketing business. Abbey is asking me why I decided to stop doing the business and I cannot answer him. How can I answer a question when I don’t know the answer myself?
I just told him to put it this way: I chose a different road to reach my goals.
I’m glad that he understands. He even told me that he can lose a downline, but he’ll never lose a friend. Such a wonderful guy.
I haven’t told my decision to my husband though. I’ve given him hints already–that I’m getting tired of calling people; that I want to go home early; that my downlines are not going to the center anymore. He told me before not to give up easily. Melvin has been very supportive with my business right from the start. I never expected him to be that encouraging, but he surprised me. I know he’ll be very disappointed about it.
I’m also giving him hints that I want to resign from my job already. He’s not very keen about it, I can feel it. He wants me to find a job closer to our baby, but not to completely stop working. Currently, I am searching for job openings as web content writer. There’s a lot of openings, I can’t believe it. The pay is not very attractive but I believe I will be able to manage our finances well. I also know that I can find a really good deal online. I just need to keep on applying and to be patient and be very OC about it.